Installment #3
Chapter Seven
In the second
week I found myself looking back fondly on what we’d done in the first. Dave
and I added the afternoon session to what everyone did in the morning.
Sometimes this consisted of joining various athletes at the track beside the
Institute. Apparently it had been the warm up track for the Commonwealth Games.
Warm up, it did what it said on the label when you repeated four-hundred metre
intervals. The afternoon alternative was pressure simulation on court, in
groups of three. You rotated, with two players applying the pressure for about
a minute, while the third hurtled about the court in match point mode. Riley
was outstanding at this, but no one matched the intensity that Zoë brought to
it. She blanked off any social chit chat for the entire session and she made me get tired when I was supposed to be
one of the two subjecting her to
pressure. After about ninety minutes we’d finish off with a jog and a stretch.
I’d used to
think that Sarah Bristow’s routines on the Downs were hard. Sailor’s word for
that when I told him about it was ‘amateur’. Indeed, Dave and I were the only
two in Sailor’s squash squad who weren’t professional. We soon learned something
else. The professionalism extended beyond the courts and the track, as far as
your evenings and your diet.
Firstly, Sailor
insisted that we drank enough, sometimes glucose drinks but also simply water.
“Dehydration
damages performance. You can’t afford to be even half a percent dehydrated.”
Dave’s
experience of this was the same as mine. “Pardon me. I seem to spend my whole
time pissing on training days.”
“Quite right,”
said Sailor. “Healthy kidneys, it’s doing ye no harm.”
“Mine are
suffering from erosion,” said Riley. “It’s not long before they’ll be washed
completely away. And as for my hose...”
“That’s enough
about your hose, Riley. I’m responsible for the psychological state of these
ladies, as well as the physical.”
“You’re
responsible for my physical collapse,” said Riley.
Paul White was
quieter but he always enjoyed the relaxation at the end of training. “It’s a
miserable Celtic body, yours Riley. I’m surprised it’s lasted this long.”
“Watch what you
say about us Celts. Celts do hard like no other race.” This was Sailor now. I
wasn’t sure how much of it was banter. I don’t think Paul was sure either, and
he didn’t respond. “With the honourable exception of Zoë here,” Sailor went on.
“Ye must have some Scots blood, Zoë.”
“I don’t think
so. Pure bred English.”
“And what about
me?” Carmen asked, nose in the air. “My blood is Castilian.”
“I’m just
talking about the British Isles here. You can be an honorary Scot, Carmen.”
“You, Carmen,
can be honorary Irish,” Riley said, “and I’d volunteer to instruct you in all
the little ways of the Irish, if I had any energy left.”
“Oh Riley, are
you sure you don’t have just a little bit of energy?”
“Can it, Riley,”
Sailor said. “I’m in loco parentis with Carmen. I made her father a promise.”
Carmen pouted
and Sailor continued, “So ye still have some energy, Carmen, I’m impressed.
I’ll specify additional reps for you next time, the four hundreds, I think.”
“No that sort of
energy, Mister McCann.”
“Talking of
energy,” Sailor addressed Dave and me. “After a hard gym session like we’ve had
today, you need to get protein into you quickly as well as carbs. To restore
broken down muscle tissue, ideally within half an hour of stopping.”
“Ugh,” Dave
said. “The last thing I feel like now is eating.”
“You don’t have
to eat. This is the one time you need a supplement drink, with protein.”
“And this is
when you take...”
“No, Riley,
we’ve all heard your nandrolone jokes. I’ll no have any drug jokes in any squad
of mine.” He paused. “It’s. Not. Funny.”
It was the way
Sailor said it. Even Riley looked embarrassed. Dave and I received some further
advice about protein supplements, and Sailor gave us each a five hundred
millilitre bottle to try. It didn’t taste too foul, and, I reckoned, I was
going to have to get used to it. I wanted to do everything by the book.
Well most things
by the book. Half an hour later we set out on our bus trip home. At first after
Sailor’s full day sessions it was all I could do to make it to the bus stop,
which was only just outside the Sportcity complex. But now a couple of weeks
on, the weariness was starting to feel merely pleasant in a heavy sort of way.
It wasn’t the same for Dave.
“I’m absolutely,
totally screwed,” he said as the bus headed east towards the village where the
Kemballs lived.
“Have you ever
tried weed? I used to sometimes after a long run. It really helps.”
“Oh come on.
After what Sailor just said? You’re a nutter. Where could we get it, anyway?”
Given Dave’s
reaction I thought it best not to mention that I’d brought an eighth with me
when I’d travelled up from home. It had sat unused in a small tin with my wash
things. I was missing my regular bung. “No problem getting it around Brighton.”
“Do you smoke a
lot?”
“Mainly at
parties, raves. Sometimes having a mix with my mates.”
Mixing hadn’t been
the same with Dave, in spite of his superb gear.
“I’ve had it a
few times at parties,” Dave said. “I’ve never got it off a dealer.”
“A couple of my
mates deal. Small quantities. Never any problem getting it,” I said.
“We can’t,
anyway. NRTP.”
“Uh?”
“Come on,
Jolyon. Aren’t you registered?”
“Registered?
What’s that?”
“You’d
better get Sailor to go through it with you. You could have been tested
already. At a sanctioned event, that is.”
“Seriously? I
could have been drug tested?”
“Sure, they can turn
up at any sanctioned tournament. Anywhere you get ranking points. And everyone
competing has to be registered as well. Squash England does it for squash. They
can turn up any time and test you. The very top players have to keep an online
file up to date with where they’re going to be.”
“I didn’t know
anything about it. So say the South of England, they could turn up there?”
“I can’t believe
you don’t know this. Any big competition.”
“I never
realised. A bit of weed wouldn’t hurt, anyway.”
“Weed’s a banned
substance. There was a French player who was banned for weed. Stephane Gadaffi
or something, I think that’s what he was called.”
“You mean he
can’t play because he did a little weed?”
“It happened
twice with him. I think so. First he was given six months. Yeah, just for
cannabis. Then later it was permanent. He was positive for cocaine the second
time. He was a good player, too. Top sixty.”
“I don’t see how
weed would make you play any better.”
Dave stared at
me. “You’re not getting it are you. It doesn’t matter. There’s rules. And think
about it, you were talking about weed for recovery after training. You need a
reality check. It’s anything that helps. It doesn’t even have to help. It just
anything that’s banned.”
“Where can I see
the list?”
“Like I say,
talk to Sailor. I got the whole shit when I first started playing in the under
fifteens. We had to register if we were on any medication. For asthma, anything
like that. I’ve never been tested, but it could happen.”
I didn’t like
the way this was sounding. You couldn’t enjoy a set at a party without some
weed.
After our next
session I asked Sailor about the NRTP.
“I can’t believe
ye’ve not registered. Ye’ve played in sanctioned events?”
“He was a
private entry,” Dave said, and then to me, “You weren’t entered by your school,
were you?”
“No. I’ve only
played in three tournaments, apart from school ones. I just found out about
them and entered myself.”
Sailor recovered
and became all business-like. “Well, I’ve no’ the time today, but Friday, when
we’ve finished, I’ll go through everything with you. The rest of the week’s
going to be a bit different anyway. Wednesday we’re going to do a physical
assessment, have a look at your performance levels. That’ll take the place of
the morning work. And I want all of you to play a competitive game at the end
of the session on Friday. You two, Jolyon and Dave, will play together, Carmen,
you and Louise, Riley, you play Ahmed, and me and Zoë. I’ve promised Phil
Brennan that the losers will sweep the courts.”
“Tough luck,
Ahmed,” Riley said immediately. “Remember to bring your broom in on Friday.”
Ahmed was never
one for long speeches, and just smiled. I’d have to bring my broom too. Dave
and I had already played several friendlies after our encounter in the South of
England. I couldn’t get near to troubling him. He had so much control and a
wonderful touch. I’d won a couple of games, but there was a gulf between us. At
that moment, though, I was more interested in the performance tests and asked
Sailor about them.
“You’ve no’ done
these before? No’ with the cross country? Not even a bleep test?”
“We used to do
bleep tests. But I haven’t done one for eighteen months. I’ve got the school
record, thirteen.”
“Thirteen, not
bad, not bad. We do the bleep. We do four tests basically. Five if you count
body fat. We start with the jump test.” I raised my eyebrows.
“That’s self
explanatory. Standing jump, off both feet, how high. Then the drop jump. It’s
much the same, but ye drop off a fixed height of fifty centimetres to set off
the jump. This time we don’t look at the height, we measure how long you stay
in the air, but also how long you’ve spent on the floor making the jump. The
ratio’s the important thing. Then the VO2max,
that’s standard, and finally the bleep test. And no, Riley, no jokes please
about yours or anyone else’s vocabulary.”
“Bleep that.
That’s harassment, Sailor. There’s no reason to bleep my vocabulary. You should
know that by now.”
“In a perfect
world you’d have a bleeper permanently assigned to you.”
On the way home
I asked Dave if he’d done the performance testing.
“I’ve done bleep
tests, my best is thirteen too, and we did the standing jump at school last
year. I did thirty eight centimetres.”
“Sounds like
fun.”
“Is it that long
since you’ve done a bleep test? At least with the jumps you don’t end up
fucked. Interesting to see how we get on.”
I was excited at
the idea of the testing. We started off on some sophisticated scales that
measured not just your weight but percentage of body fat. It was based on
electrical resistance, if I understood Sailor properly. Then the standing jump,
with your hand chalked to mark your touch on a wall. It took me five attempts
to reach my best height, which I was pleased was three centimetres better than
Dave’s, forty three to forty. Then the drop jump, on an electronic platform
that gave a readout of your time while you were actually making the spring and
then the interval to landing. After that we divided into two groups, one for
the VO2max, which included
Dave, Carmen, Zoë and myself, and one for the bleep test.
The VO2max process wasn’t comfortable.
There were two treadmills, and Carmen and Zoë went first. Sailor had asked Phil
Brennan, the manager of the centre, to help with the measurements. The test
involved running on a treadmill at increasing speeds until you were exhausted,
with a bulky mask over your face that took your exhaled breath via a flexible
pipe to a machine that measured volume and the concentrations of oxygen and
carbon dioxide. The mask didn’t enhance Zoë’s looks but neither did it make her
running style any less easy. I was sometimes behind her when we jogged on the
track, and she was a class apart from the other girls when going flat out.
Faster, too. On the treadmill, Zoë just seemed to flow, with perfect balance,
eyes fixed in concentration on some feature on the gym wall. Truly
international legs. Something about her boobs, too. You didn’t need a machine
to work that out.
Carmen came off
sooner than Zoë. She rested, hands on knees, breathing heavily. A minute later
Zoë stopped. They were both dripping. Even with the windows open it was
stifling in the gym.
Once the masks
had been changed it was the turn of Dave and myself. As I loped along on the
treadmill in the early stages I found myself thinking of easy training runs in
the South Downs. That wonderful speed, the one you could sustain on a long run,
the feeling of having infinite reserves, of just flowing. Soon Sailor increased
the treadmill, but it still felt good with the artificial bounce of the rubber
surface. We must have been going for fifteen minutes when I saw Dave signal to
stop. I was still okay. Sailor upped my speed again and I really started to
push. A couple more increases and I was flat out, exhausted. Sailor slowed the
machine at my signal and I had the relief of jumping off the treadmill and
removing the mask.
“Well done,
Jolyon,” Zoë said, to my intense pleasure. She handed me a towel as I puffed
back to normality. “Sailor tells me that you were a runner before you took up
squash.”
“Cross country,
not sprinting like that. Funny though, I was thinking while I was doing the
test that it would be good to do some running again. Not Sailor’s four-hundred
metre reps. There’s nothing like doing it out in the hills.”
“I’d be up for
that. I do some road running, for stamina, but it can be grim in the streets
round where I am. There must be some great runs out in the Pennines.”
“I’ll find out
some more.” I said. “I’ll let you know on Friday.” Running with the women’s
world champ, that would be a story! My mother would find some way of
disparaging it but my father would be impressed. The thought of my mother
reminded me that I should phone her. I hadn’t spoken to her for a week. By now
they’d be in Florence.
Sailor
interrupted my thoughts. “Right, time to swap over. You four out in the hall.
You all know what to do. I suggest ye change your shirts if ye’ve spares.”
The first bleep
test group were sitting on the floor in the hall. Riley was drenched in sweat
and Louise was the strong shade of pink I’d come to recognise in a few females.
Carmen caught up with us in a fresh bright yellow tee shirt.
“How did you get
on?” As usual, she seemed to be addressing Riley more than the others.
“Ahmed’s still
the champ. Eighteen. And he wasn’t trying, I could tell.”
Ahmed grinned,
nice face, brilliant teeth and the darkest eyes you ever saw. A thick Arabic
accent completed the picture. “Big push to stay ahead of you, Riley.”
“You’re supposed
to sweat, Ahmed. I’m going to get a message back to the Egyptian SRA. You’re wasting
your money, fellas. Ahmed’s not trying. He doesn’t sweat.”
Sailor appeared.
“Can it, Riley. Come and breathe your halitosis into my respiration machine.”
“I’m not going
first. That’s Paul and James. Louise and I will go and get a drink and a change
of shirt. Separately. And that remark was out of order, Sailor, harassment
again. Anyway, my breath’s shamrock pure. Isn’t it, Carmen?”
“I don’t
understand sham rock, what rock?” From her grin it was clear Carmen wasn’t
embarrassed by the implication that she’d been up close with Riley. The first
group moved out, with Riley’s incessant chatter fading away.
The bleep test
set up in the hall was identical to the one I was familiar with from Sarah
Bristow. We were going to do the test in tandem. The twenty-metre distances
were marked out by two pairs of small cones. There was a cheap CD player
plugged into a power point nearby. The test involved running between the
markers, to and fro, at a speed set by regular beeps from the CD. Apparently
the standard start speed is eight and a half kilometres per hour. After a
minute the interval between the beeps is shortened, equivalent to nine kph.
Another minute and the time comes down again, nine and a half, and so on. The
first levels are a doss, but towards the end it’s utterly exhausting as you try
to stay ahead of the increasingly dreaded beep.
“I guess Carmen
and I had better go first,” Zoë said.
When the two
girls were ready, Dave pressed the play button on the machine. At the first
beep the two girls set off. For seven or eight minutes it was easy and they ran
side by side. Zoë made less noise than Carmen, whose feet were starting to
stamp at the turns as the intervals shortened. Zoë seemed to glide with minimum
effort. At level ten Carmen’s breathing became obvious. The only change with
Zoë was the concentration on her face. She was doing the test as seriously as
everything else in her training. In the twelfth level Carmen was having to work
hard. In the thirteenth she fell behind the beep a couple of times, but with
obvious effort caught up each time and made it to the end of the interval.
There she pulled away gasping with a great shout of, “Yes, my PB.”
Zoë was still
floating back and forth, the occasional squeak now coming from her shoes at the
turns. In the fourteenth she was scrambling at each end in the same manner as
in the back corners of the court during a hard point. With much encouragement
from Carmen she just completed the fifteenth and stopped, hands on hips, bent
over.
“Was that good?”
Dave asked, as Zoë stood there hands on knees recovering.
“I’ve never done
thirteen before,” said Carmen, and mock punched the air.
Zoë was a little
downbeat. “Fifteen’s okay. I did sixteen once, last year, at the end of the
summer. That was good today. I wasn’t feeling great at the start.
“Now, come on,
you hunky fellas. Are you ready?”
Dave and I went
over to the start cone. I was feeling really nervous, a mixture of anticipation
of the hard effort to come and having to do it in front of Zoë. Carmen went
over to the CD player, pressed the button, the first beep beeped and we were on
our way.
Bleep tests are
a bit dull in the early stages. Normally there’d be some banter, but I didn’t
want Zoë to think I was showing off. Then at about level eight the whole thing
narrowed to just Dave and me and the beeps. My legs were feeling so good, and I
had a perfect rhythm, twelve strides between the markers and back. Twelve
strides and back. Somewhere round level ten my breathing became heavier, and
that felt good, too. I wanted to do well and I wanted to beat Dave. And I knew
I could do both. The adrenaline I’d felt at the start came back round level
thirteen.
“Come on Dave,
come on Jolyon.” Lots of encouragement from Carmen.
By thirteen
Dave’s breathing was noticeable, even from the mental zone I was in. He started
grunting at the turns in level fourteen, but he made it and then fell away in
fifteen and gave up with a shout of ‘Ah, I’m finished’, after only a couple of
beeps. I was feeling under pressure but at the same time I was still feeling
good.
“Come on,
Jolyon.” More of Carmen, jumping up and down.
I made it into
level sixteen and it was really hurting. But my legs still felt good in the
middle of the pain. Then I fell behind towards the end of the sixteenth.
Concentrate. I just got it back, but I was struggling.
Then Zoë’s
voice. “One more, you big sissy, you’re not trying, come on!”
Into the start
of seventeen and my lungs were on fire, my legs screaming at me. That was all,
I had to stop. But after Zoë’s voice I couldn’t. She was now making more noise
than Carmen. “Match point, Jolyon, match point, you can’t give up.”
I fell behind
and caught it, and fell behind again. Come on, two more lengths. Every part of
me was protesting. Last turn, go on. I made it to the final cone of the
seventeenth exactly on the beep and collapsed.
“Bloody hell,
Jolyon,” Dave said when my breathing had slowed. “Bloody hell.”
I stood up and
Zoë handed me my towel. “That was good. You made an effort there, didn’t you?
That’s the way you do it.” What a lovely voice, and voicing those words, too.
We finished the
morning with pressure routines. I was poor. The bleep test had taken a lot out
of my legs. At lunch in the canteen there wasn’t much comment from Sailor. He
simply said, “I’ll pull together the results for Friday. Go through them with
each of you individually. We’ll do some hitting routines through the morning,
nothing too heavy, and then we’ll play the matches in the afternoon.”
“What about
Jolyon’s bleep test?” Dave said.
Sailor looked at
me hard. “Aye, a good result. But tests are one thing. No ranking points given
for test scores. What’s important is winning squash matches.”