Change it had, all right, beginning right with that ride
in the Ferrari that afternoon and the squash lesson that followed.
Steve Dwyer had come into Sam’s (and Jill’s) life just when their
downward spiral had seemed on the verge of permanently capsizing both
of them. He had promptly taken steps towards purchasing the club, per
his promise to Jill, with only some paperwork still left to be signed,
and his hand-picked solicitor was well on his way to resolving the
lawsuit filed by Walter’s family. The private investigator Steve had
hired to locate Jessica had come up with several leads, none of which
had panned out in the intervening six months, but Steve had good reason
to believe that that pursuit would come to a successful conclusion as
well. As progress continued to be made on these several intertwined
fronts, Jill’s mood had correspondingly lifted, as she
increasingly realized she could indeed trust this knight in shining
armor from long ago who had re-entered her life all these years later
with solutions to so many of the problems that had seemed so
overwhelming prior to his surprise appearance. She was even getting
more upbeat about Jessica being found and safely returned to the fold.
As for Sam, Steve had seemed to take a special interest in
him, which no one had done during those growing-up years when his more
charismatic twin sister had enjoyed most of the spotlight. With her
good looks, prepossessing natural talents (on the squash court and in
the classroom) and flair for the dramatic, Jessica was always getting
most of the attention, while Sam had lingered (not always as
contentedly as he let on) in her shadow. Steve had seen a potential in
Sam that no one else, including his parents, had ever noticed, and some
of those overlooked qualities had steadily emerged under Steve’s
encouragement and prodding.
As winter turned to spring, Steve became more and more
convinced that, although Sam was improving in his schoolwork and his
game, he would benefit from a more disciplined and structured
environment, and that a prep school in New England, the Aullt Academy in
northern Massachusetts, with its rigorous academic standards and
emphasis on athletics and citizenship, would be exactly what Sam
needed. Under normal circumstances, a late-May application for the
following academic year would be far too late, December 1st being the
deadline date to apply, with acceptances mailed out by mid-March. But
one of Steve’s squash teammates at Harvard, an Aullt Academy alum, was
now a member of his prep-school alma mater’s Board Of Trustees, and
Steve, who had swung several lucrative business deals that had made his
friend a ton of money, was (with Jill’s somewhat reluctant blessing)
readily able to persuade the fellow to pull some strings and secure a
spot for Sam in the lower-year (i.e. 10th grade) class.
It had not been an easy transition at first, and Sam in
his early letters and emails home frequently complained of how
demanding an environment he had brusquely been thrown into. As one of
maybe 50 new lowers joining 100 or so classmates who during their
ninth-grade year at Aullt had already firmly established their own
pecking order, Sam and the others who entered in 10th grade were
regarded by the returnees as interlopers, impostors, indeed almost
INVADERS eager to usurp the top spots on a totem pole that had been
meticulously constructed throughout the course of the prior school
year. Plus Sam and the roommate he had been assigned to in Webster Hall
dormitory (a snobbish fellow 10th-grader from an elite private-school
in Connecticut who had been born with a silver spoon in his mouth and
acted the part) had gotten off to a bad start right off the bat,
arguing unnecessarily on the first afternoon of registration who should
have the larger of the two rooms comprising Webster 15. The roommate
along with his parents had arrived in the room about 20 minutes before
Sam, just enough time for them to have plopped down their suitcases in
the bigger room.
It wasn’t being consigned to the smaller room in back that had
bothered Sam, but rather the attitude of the roommate, who clearly felt
that he DESERVED the larger area, and the relationship had deteriorated
from there, to the point where by early fall it had become clear that
Sam and his roommate would never become chummy, that, without there
ever having been a blow-out argument, there were just enough small
resentments, a look here, an offhand remark or smirking putdown or
overheard comment there, to cause the two to be doomed to spend the
entire year circling around each other like wary cats who would have
preferred not to share the same owner but had accepted their situation
and divided up the turf more or less to both parties’ mutual if
grudging satisfaction. Indeed, Sam had privately gotten quite a bit of
pleasure at his roommate’s pratfall one afternoon during a home
football game.
Sam had no idea how American football was played, but
everyone on campus had been talking with such anticipation that October
Saturday morning about the upcoming contest with one of Aullt’s main
prep-school rivals that he had felt compelled to walk the half-mile to
the small stadium on the far end of campus to see what all the
excitement was about. He found it difficult to understand the game but
had no difficulty understanding what happened to his roommate, who
played trombone (and bragged about it) in the Academy’s marching band,
which was performing at halftime, all precision and straight lines and
carefully detailed patterns --- that is, until suddenly the perfection
was marred by a trombone lying clearly out of place on the grass for
several seconds before it was frantically scooped up by its errant
owner, Sam’s roommate, as Sam cackled with ungenerous but undeniable
glee.
Beyond these diplomatic interpersonal issues, coping with
the sheer volume and pace of the school work had been the most
challenging aspect of all for Sam, who had always thought of himself as
being a competent student, a complacent self-impression that within
weeks – really within the first several days of the FIRST week --- had
been severely jarred by the reality of the Aullt curriculum. Keeping up
with the course load required intense between-classes study (teachers
each assigned several hours of homework from one session to the next,
serene in what to them was the comforting two-part view that, 1, Aullt
wasn’t for everybody, and, 2, there were plenty of high schools who
would gladly absorb an Aullt casualty) and class sessions were conducted
according to the extraordinarily innovative but equally double-edged
Bowditch Plan. A rich alum of that name nearly a century ago had
purchased oval and circular tables for the classrooms in every
discipline but the sciences; students (usually 12 to 14 per class, a
remarkably low teacher to student ratio) would sit not at individual
desks but in chairs arrayed around those tables facing each other, with
the teacher either also sitting at the table or, more rarely,
illustrating a point at the blackboard, the operative theory being that
a more free-ranging and spontaneous classroom exchange would result
from this novel format.
Rather than having to raise their hands to participate,
students would interact in the discussion of a topic or the solving of
a problem much in the manner of friends gathered around a dinner table,
with the teacher giving his charges relatively free rein while still
making sure that the conversation did not go totally off course. One
thing for sure about the Bowditch Plan, as Sam had discovered
first-hand and in chastening fashion by mid-September --- whereas in
the “regular” classroom structure if you hadn’t done your homework, you
might get away with sitting at the back of the room behind a large
student to avoid being called upon (Sam had occasionally pulled this
off in grade school), at Aullt there was absolutely no place to hide, or
for that matter to hide the fact that you weren’t prepared. Just as
someone’s non-participation at a dinner table discussion is often
swiftly noted by his/her table-mates, usually with some discomfiture
and concern, similarly no one could come to those oval/circular tables
unprepared and realistically expect to get through the first TEN
MINUTES of the fifty-minute session, much less the entire class,
without everyone in the room becoming aware of his silence, and its
implications. If for no other reason than to avoid being embarrassed at
being exposed (and not only silence, but also body language, could be
counted on to give an errant student away), Sam resolved early on to
never come to class without having done his homework.
Jill, who had had her doubts (as had Sam) about the wisdom
of sending Sam across the ocean to Aullt in the first place before both
of them had, albeit with some misgivings, yielded to Steve’s judgment,
was concerned by her son’s grousing communications (which included an
occasional phone call) home, but Steve saw them as confirmation of the
decision to enroll Sam at Aullt. The kind of hands-on prodding that the
setting there provided – indeed imposed --- upon its students was
exactly what Steve accurately perceived Sam needed to emerge from the
shadow of his sister and reach his potential. And indeed as the autumn
months moved along, Sam came to realize that Steve had been right and
that, slowly but surely, he was growing into this new environment,
propelled by its demands and the excellence of many of his classmates
to a higher standard than he ever would have attained had he remained
in his particular school system in England.
He fed off the quiet energy that permeated the leafy campus, and
when he ascended the marble steps of the Academy Building six mornings
a week (yes, there were Saturday classes through the morning) and read
the Latin engraving above the doorway “Huc Venite Pueri Ut Viri Sitis”
(“Come here as boys that you can become men”) --- founded in the
mid-1700’s as an all-boys school, Aullt had been co-ed for nearly 50
years, yet the engraving had never been adjusted --- it was with a
sense of excitement and anticipation that he had never experienced
prior to coming to Aullt.
Sam had to admit as well that the change of scenery had
done him a world of good, representing as it did a needed escape from
the multi-front troubles that had engulfed his family ever since the
fatal incident at the Vale Squash Club, his sister’s still unexplained
and unsolved disappearance, and the legal quagmire and his father’s
overdose that had ensued. Thankfully one of John’s closest friends,
Malcolm Pearson, the one who had placed the phone call right before
John had swallowed his pile of pills and a person whose ability to
think coolly under stressful circumstances had bailed him out several
times in the past as well, had gotten the medics to him in time to save
his life; John had spent all these interceding months in a psychiatric
facility, receiving treatment, counseling and therapy for his emotional
wounds, with no clear-cut timetable for his release.
In a way it was just as well that Sam was of
necessity fully immersed in his activities in this new school, so
distant in miles and mood from the worries that had been dragging
himself and his mother down back at home. Reference was often made to
the “Aullt bubble,” and in fact the place did function as a world of its
own, almost an oasis (albeit an extremely demanding one) from the
outside world, and the challenges of whatever came next, the next
paper, the next exam, the next athletic event (all students were
required to choose a sport for the fall, winter and spring, with
practice every weekday afternoon and players assigned to varsity, JV
and club teams) were enough to commandeer all of Sam’s focus, energy
and attention.
All, that is, except for the quiet moments of reflection
that occasionally surfaced amid the hubbub, maybe in his dorm room
after he had finished a reading assignment, or between classes as he
headed on the pathway from one building to another, the buzz of his
fellow students around him, when Sam suddenly found himself wondering
what had happened to Jessica, if she was okay and indeed, if she was
still alive. Sam respected his sister for her drive, her passion (even
when it caused her to lose her temper) and the aggressive way she
confronted challenges, whether on court or off, and he clung to a
belief that somehow she could, and would, find her way out of any
predicament that befell her. Still, it had been well over a year and to
this point even the investigator Steve had summoned, as noted, had been
unable to come up with a solid lead to work with.
Of course one of the times Sam thought of his sister was
when the squash season began shortly before Thanksgiving recess. Even
though ice hockey was the “glory” sport at New England prep schools
during the winter months (neighborhood kids as young as four or five
years old were already skating on double-bladed skates on patches of
ice in their back yards), with basketball a somewhat close second,
still Aullt had an amazing squash facility as well, 10 glass back wall
courts, two of them exhibition courts with seating capacity of several
hundred, within the confines of the cavernous gymnasium. As a newcomer
to the program, Sam had initially been inserted at the bottom of the
ladder (to play in interscholastic meets as a member of Aullt’s varsity
one had to be in the top seven, with Nos. 8 through 14 comprising the
JV) but by mid-December, aided substantially by the lessons Steve had
given him and others Steve had arranged with some of the better
teaching pros (which had improved the power and placement of his
drives, added sharpness to his front-court game and increased his
confidence in his volley as well), Steve had steadily progressed to No.
5.
He had capped off this climb with an uplifting
breakthrough win against an upperclassman who had beaten him handily
(and partly by psyching him out) the first time they played. In the
rematch several weeks later, Sam, refusing to be distracted by any of
his opponent’s mind games, had arm-fought his way through a pivotal
12-10 tiebreaker in the third to go up two games to one and won the
fourth going away 11-3 with an exhilarating sprint to the tape as his
demoralized foe essentially conceded the last few points, too far
behind to have a realistic chance to catch up and too depressed to try.
The fifth position might be the highest that Sam could hope to attain
that season --- the No. 1 player had learned the game as a youngster in
the elite program in Malaysia and the No. 2 had represented the USA the
previous summer in the World Junior Championships in Toronto---
but all four players ahead of him were upperclassmen, which meant that
Sam would move up as the players above him graduated and therefore was
well positioned to become captain-elect at the end of his 11th-grade
season and to eventually inherit the No. 1 position if he held his spot
in the lineup.
Sam’s win had come on a day that fell smack in the middle
of what was dubbed “Holy Week,” when many of the final exams for the
fall semester would be administered and the final papers and
presentations were due. He had spent only a little time that evening
savoring his squash result --- he had an important Latin exam scheduled
for the following morning and therefore after dinner he devoted several
hours to reading the speeches by Cicero that the class had been
studying. Mr. Easton, well into his 60’s and nearing retirement, was
“old school” in more ways than one and throughout the semester he had
shown a knack for plumbing any passages in the text that Sam had not
attended to.
Still, by 10:25 that night, just a few minutes before
lights-out for everyone but seniors, Sam relaxed back in his chair (to
the extent one COULD relax on the Academy chairs, which were made of
hard wood with no cushioning), confident that he was ready for whatever
Mr. Easton threw at him. He couldn’t think of a day that whole semester
that had gone better; in just 10 days he would be flying back home for
the Christmas holidays, thanking Steve for the changes he had made in
all their lives and basking in the glow of a triumphant first term at Aullt.
The knock on his door surprised him – it wasn’t 10:30 yet
and besides, the dorm faculty members were being lenient with the
lights-out edict that week, aware that their charges needed to get that
extra little bit of studying in with it being Holy Week and all. When
Sam opened the door, a fellow student, who lived two stories below him
on Webster’s ground floor, was there, telling Sam that someone had
called the dorm’s common phone asking to speak to him. Sam hurried
downstairs, a kind of nervous chill coursing through him, and when he
picked up, the voice on the other end of the line was so familiar to
him that he sometimes felt he must have heard it even when they were
both in Jill’s womb.
“Sammy, it’s me!”
There was only one person in the world who called
him by that name.
“I’m in New York --- you’ve GOT to help me!”
Then a gasp, sounds of a struggle, and the line went dead, leaving Sam
holding the phone, KNOWING he had to do something to come to the aid of
his twin sister, who for once was the one needing HIM (it had always
been the other way around).
But WHAT?
And HOW?
About the Author
Rob Dinerman is a
squash “lifer” who stumbled into squash by accident during his time at
a New England prep school and has passionately pursued the game ever
since, having just completed his 40th competitive season, while writing
about the sport virtually throughout that time span. Ranked as high as
No. 10 in the World Pro Squash Association (WPSA) hardball tour, he is
the only person to have played in the Open division of the U. S.
Hardball Nationals for each of the past 17 years. Twice a finalist in
that event and with more than 50 tournament wins to his credit,
Dinerman co-launched DailySquashReport.com in May 2011 and has been
immersed in this enterprise throughout the past 15 months. Urged for
years in the wake of his decades as a squash reporter/archivist to
undertake the writing of a novel, he regards his participation in this
“Club From Hell” project as POSSIBLY constituting a tentative first
step in that direction.